CyntiiPandahPoems

Maybe if I was a needy, selfish, fake bitch people would like me more. People seem to like needy, selfish fake bitches.

Regular Customers: OH, YOU'RE NEW HERE! I COME IN EVERYDAY! HI UH... CYN... *stares intently at my boob* CYNTHIA? OH, CYNTIA! COOL NAME! HEY GUYS, SHE'S NEW HERE! DID YOU MAKE THIS LATTE? YOU DID? YOUR FIRST TIME? GUYS, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SHE MADE A LATTE! YEAH, IT'S GREAT! *leaves* Customers While Cashier Guy Was Busy: ... *stares at me with eyes that say "WHY YOU NO TAKE MY ORDER?"* Me: *trying to use telepathy to say "I'M SORRRY! nobody taught me how yet! I only make the coffees" :'(* My Brain: Oh, you want to say caramel swirl? Okay, let's go! Me: Here's your CAMAHARMALA WHIRL, have a good day! Brain: HAHAHAHA sucker! Me: I hate

How can it be, that one can be pushed to the end of their ropes, and then called the bad guy when they have no choice, for their own mental well being, to stand up for themself? How can it be, that they are expected to keep their mouth shut and their head down no matter how taxing it may be, and yet no one else is expected to do the same? How can it be, that they cannot express their feelings or boundaries, or even have any for that matter, and yet, are expected to "walk on eggshells" for the feelings and boundaries of others? How is it wrong, to have the belief that it is wrong, to demand from another what you did not earn or work for by